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Nothing hurt me the most 
When I think about you
& my tears scroll down from my eyes
Longs to see to...
Longs to hug you...
Longs to call you...
Longs to stay with you...
Longs to sleep on your lap...
Still then
I can't getting that voice which give me a sensantion of relaxation
& the utmost pleasure of my life...
Although you are here ...in this world,
Still then why are you making me an orphan
The truth of loving you the most
Today may be proofed as a false belief....
Because of my disability which creates a long path to run away from anywhere & call you in that childish style....which is used to bring a state of uncomfort in your heart...
"What might have happened to me ?"
When l need you the most
When you need me the most
Why is that barrier standing here
My ego,my selfishness,my cruelity
Everything was well known to you...
Then..
Why did you do like that....
Already a part of my life has become
the worst,the most painful,the most disgust without you.......
I'm nothing without you.....
Please...
Give me my life back....
A state of lonesome...
Listen to my inner voice...... my mama